shitty-ass day

the title says it all. what a crappy day i've had. my cold isn't getting any better. it's migrating south, which isn't good. it's already thursday tomorrow and i'm supposed to be ready to ride on saturday and sunday.

work fucking blows. what the hell am i doing with my life? do i really want to spend the rest of my working days pipeting liquid into little tubes and then loading them onto a machine? a fucking high school student can do that! is anyone else as incompetent in their daily jobs as i am? i don't know what the hell i'm doing. but do i really want to be like my boss who knows the ins and outs of his profession? he knows so much it's almost ridiculous. maybe it's just that i don't want to invest that kind of time to become an expert. i've put off putting together my resume for too long. i need a way out. sometimes i just feel so trapped. this is something i have to do. it's just part of life, right? well if it is, life sucks.